Unveiled Soul

OLD SCHOOL LOVE is long lost, but when you feel that love it's like it was there forever. SMILE ON YOUR FACE IS WIDE when you are talking to them or even thinking about it. The thought of them is so overwhelming, that you find yourself often lost in them. BUTTERFLIES IN YOUR STOMACH when they tell you how special you are for them, ask you about your day, tell you about everything. Those little efforts make you happy and go crazy. You are ON TOP OF THE WORLD when they hold your hands, hold you and the time just passes away without you even realising. Their warmth of the body, how they express love for you becomes a habit. And it's not only physical connection but emotional too. RESTLESSNESS when they are not talking to you. Even slight changes in their behaviour make you wonder what is wrong or what you have done. The thought of losing them gives you anxiety. FEAR OF losing them is the worst. What if they get bored of this feeling, what if they are suddenly not in lo...

When you least expect it, crazy things happen.  And they are crazy for some reason. When you least expect it, love happens. Oo love will find you in the worst situations and will make you forget about everything. Love can happen anytime, but mostly when you are thinking about it the least. When you are trying to focus on your life, yourself there comes a person knocking at your door and now you can only see that person. When you least expect it, betrayal happens. Of course, it's not a betrayal if you knew it would happen. People turn their backs on you when you need them the most. You were expecting that they will be there for you, they will support you but all they were doing was plotting against you. When you least expect it, heartbreak happens. Arghhh heartbreaks are the worst. Overthinkers have already expected that and have imagined the whole scene. But no one can save you from heartbreak. You can be in denial for some time but sooner or later you will have to fac...

At every moment of your life, at every turn of your life, there is someone ready to BETRAY you. Someone doesn't stand up to your expectations, you feel betrayed. Someone does something that hurts your feelings, you feel betrayed. Someone chooses another person over you, you feel betrayed. Many ways can make you feel that you are being betrayed. You also betray people if you are not left with any option. Sometimes it's not that you are being betrayed intentionally. People have their reasons. Some do them purposely to make you hurt, some do it without knowing you are going to get hurt and some do not have any option left. So why put yourself in a position where there are chances of you getting hurt. Why keep your expectations so high, that when the other person doesn't meet them you get hurt. Why give someone that liberty, freedom in your life to come and make a choice. It's not like don't trust anybody, don't confide in someone. Do it but don't ma...

Your love for me is like a drug!! Such a cliche right? But I don't have any control over that. You make me feel comfortable, you make me feel seen, you make me feel loved. Who doesn't want that? Everyone does.  But...... There is always a bad side to everything. Your love for me feels like a cage. Sometimes awful things win over the good ones. Your anger makes me feel bad about myself, your ego gives me self doubt, you make me feel like you are taking control over me. Your love for me makes me vulnerable. With you, it feels like I'm in a different world. You make me happy, but you give sadness on an extreme level. Your love for me is sometimes a question. Why do I have to explain myself every time I keep a point? I know I don't express myself that often but why can't you make an effort to understand me? Is love so difficult? Is your love for me enough? No, it's not. What's the point of being in love if you don't understand each other. I know ...

Argh...... Sometimes, a question keeps popping up in our minds " AM I TRYING TOO HARD? ".  These types of questions can come out of nowhere, about anything or when anything doesn't go according to your plan. And it's okay. Sometimes a person's disapproval can make us question ourselves, sometimes someone's rejection can do that to us, sometimes you are making an effort, you are trying to do your best but things don't go right and there you are questioning yourself "Am I trying too hard?". It's normal. It's okay. It's totally fine. You are alright, you are not trying too hard but you are pressuring yourself. Why are we so worried about the outcomes of our decisions? We can't change the final consequence, the only thing we can do is make an effort at least you are trying. If things don't go according to you, maybe they are not worth it. So why beat ourselves, question ourselves. Trust yourself, trust your instincts, ...

Nowadays everyone mistakes their lust for love. Are we that shallow, we can't even see the difference? Of course, we can but we chose not to. Life is full of choices and where you stand right now is the result of your choices only. We choose to mistake lust as love. We choose to hurt the other person for our desires. We choose to make them believe it's real but it's just all the drama for our needs.  We make them trust ourselves, open themselves to us, make them vulnerable. But for what? For lust? For attraction? Do they deserve this!? Why can't we tell them the truth? Why do we have to hurt someone always? Why is it so hard to accept the fact you are just ruining the other person? Why can't you just be there for someone? Why it cannot be long soothing hugs instead of your hand going in their clothes? Is it really that hard to understand someone, make them feel safe? No, it's not. So why can't we be someone's happiness rather than being the c...