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Fear of Losing


The fear of losing you... 

People say "Things happen for a reason and you happened to me for a reason". You bring me the joy of living, I've never had with anybody else but you. You light up my world, such a cliche, but with you, it's too good to be true.

Imagine a person who has gone through so many things, finally meets someone who gives them hope to do something. I met you in my most difficult times and you made me forget those things like they didn't happen. I was never treated like a priority but you not only made me a priority, you considered me as your family.

I have listened to the stories of how I make you happy and these stories make my heart happy and make me wanna love you more and selflessness. I who had a great ego now doesn't care about these things. Are you seeing your effect? 

Now, imagine what will happen if I lose you? What if you get bored of me? What if you get irritated by me? I can be a little overwhelming, but oh boy, you make me wanna do things that I never imagined I'll do. I can get angry, I can get emotional but all because of the feeling of not wanna lose you.

Thoughts of you wander in my head all the time, you don't even leave in my dreams. How can I imagine being without you? My world will come crashing, the happiness I received will vanish, the place in my heart for you will become a heart-wrenching void.
Who wants that?
I don't want that...

But people also that "If it's meant to be, it will be".

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