Your love for me.....

Your love for me is like a drug!! Such a cliche right? But I don't have any control over that. You make me feel comfortable, you make me feel seen, you make me feel loved. Who doesn't want that? Everyone does. 

But......

There is always a bad side to everything.

Your love for me feels like a cage. Sometimes awful things win over the good ones. Your anger makes me feel bad about myself, your ego gives me self doubt, you make me feel like you are taking control over me.

Your love for me makes me vulnerable. With you, it feels like I'm in a different world. You make me happy, but you give sadness on an extreme level.

Your love for me is sometimes a question. Why do I have to explain myself every time I keep a point? I know I don't express myself that often but why can't you make an effort to understand me? Is love so difficult?

Is your love for me enough?

No, it's not. What's the point of being in love if you don't understand each other. I know love doesn't need any justification but if you want to be happy in your life, you just have to be selfish sometimes.

Love alone is not enough, making each other whole is.